Apabila dendam dan cemburu menguasai diri, manusia sanggup melakukan apa sahaja demi kepuasan dirinya. Walaupun langkah yang dilakukan bertentangan dengan agama, mereka seolah-olah tidak gentar dengan dosa yang dilakukan.
Dikhianati rakan. Itu antara kejadian yang terjadi pada kakak gadis ini. Pada awalnya, disangkakan kakaknya hanya mengalami sakit biasa. Tetapi lama kelamaan kesihatan kakaknya semakin merosot. Di penghujung umur arwah, mereka sekeluarga baru mengetahui arwah sebenarnya terkena buatan orang.
"KAKAK kau sakit apa?" A question that I can't answer and had my lips silence for a year. And today, finally, the strength has come. So I will tell you, the story of how, an angel of mine, left me.
So before I get started, please acknowledge that I write this because there's so many rumours of her death was from fake sources like, many people thought she had a serious sickness since she was a little but no. Definitely not.
Yusra Natassya. A name that when you mention it, people will take her as a sweet girl. From what I know, arwah memang banyak gila orang suka sampai adalah seorang dua orang yang sanggup datang rumah jumpa abah cakap nak berkawan but she's not that type yang cepat cair.
She also had many good friends yang arwah suka cerita kat I (shout out to kak Syakirah, Athirah, Hani, Arina, Mira, Hana and more). She's always grateful to have you guys in their heart, till the point she actually doesn't let me sleep just to tell how her day went with you guys.
She was a UiTM Puncak Perdana student, took a penulisan course if I'm not mistaken, had finished her degree, and had a boyfriend. Also a part-timer at 7 Eleven. Done describing her, moving on to the true story.
So basically, memang jadi rutin kitorang berdua, setiap bulan 12,kitorang akan balik Melaka. So this story was on December 2017. Melaka tu tempat tinggal mak ayah angkat kitorang, jadi kitorang pergi sana as a holiday for us. Macam balik kampung jugaklah.
Everything was so fine until one day. Macam biasa, kitorang memang akan tidur lambat as Korean variety shows memang syok tengok malam-malam. That night, arwah ada buat video instastory pasal triplets. However, sebelum sempat post, in that video, ada something melintas through the tv.
To tell in detail, dia macam, bila korang tengah tengok tv, tiba-tiba ada orang melintas. But in that video, it was a dark silhouette. My late-sister terus ajak I tidur and esoknya, baru dia cerita. We told Ayah about this and he was like "Ciptaan Allah ada macam-macam. Kita tak kacau dia, takpe."
Since ever that case, something weird jadi kat arwah. Masa dekat Melaka tak nampak sangat, time kat rumah kitorang, January, 2018, it started meluas. The weird thing is that arwah bila dia makan je, dia terus sakit perut. Literally everytime. She told me her concern and I said "Oh maybe it's normal. Go check kat doctor" She did but doctor said it was nothing.
So kitorang pun macam, oh okay then. Benda ni berlarutan sebulan. Kadang-kadang sakit, kadang-kadang tak. Masuk bulan 2, arwah start demam. Memang dalam bulan dua tu, arwah asyik demam je. Demam, elok. Demam, elok. Part ni I dah macam "Apa kena ngan sis ni, dia dahlah tak selalu sakit."
Pergi kat doctor lagi, dia cakap demam biasa. Once again, takpelah. Masuk je bulan 3, time ni arwah dah start ambil license. She memang pening everytime naik kereta. Arwah and my mom memang bila naik kereta je muntah, so in this case, I tak berapa hairan sangat.
Bila dia start ambil ujian memandu, dia memang dua tiga kali terpaksa balik awal sebab muntah. Selang seli dengan demam and sakit perut lagi. So macam, everything went bad for her.
Skip skip masuk bulan empat. Time tu arwah memang dah start kurus gila, kalau kawan-kawan arwah perasan, wrist and waist dia, memang betul-betul keding. Like muka pun cengkung. Arwah memang tak ada selera langsung nak makan.
Masuk May, arwah asyik terbaring, tak boleh bangun. Memang dia betul-betul tak larat, my mom yang kena jaga dia. Nak pergi tandas, kena ada yang teman. Dia asyik mengadu dia betul-betul sakit. Sampai tahap dia cakap kat my mom, "Mak, tolonglah jangan pergi dulu. Nanti takde siapa jaga kita."
Memang macam-macam hospital kitorang pergi untuk rawat arwah. Arwah mengadu perut sakit, so kitorang upah tukang urut untuk urut arwah everyday. But little did you guys realize, we never take any step to jumpa ustaz. Pelik kan?
Ramadhan pun tiba. Arwah tak boleh nak puasa, sebab perut dia sakit. Makan sakit, tak makan pun sakit. Tapi better for her to makan, tak nak bagi angin masuk. Suddenly, ada satu malam tu, arwah nampak ada satu lembaga bentuk frame senyum sindir kat dia.
Bayangkan, time bulan puasa. Time arwah cerita, memang peliklah. Then time birthday dia, my bro semua balik to celebrate and tanya nak apa as a gift. "My healthy and happiness back," she said.
Kalau korang nak tahu, through all these months, dia tak layan kawan-kawan and boyfriend nicely because she's not in the mood at all. Ada satu hari tu, dia memang sakit teruk, kawan-kawan dia marah sebab tak reply message. Sedih sangat, orang tak tahu condition dia. She once said "Daripada sakit mcm ni, baik mati."
Straight to the day, the most painful day. Hari tu, arwah tengah tidur dalam bilik. I kejut arwah suruh tidur kat depan sebab nak kemas bilik. She opened her eyes,in shaking voice, she said, "Syah, gelap ni. Tak nampak. Mak, kita tak nampak, gelap. "Dia nampak hitam je.
Lepas kemas bilik, I took a nap. Bangun-bangun dengar bunyi bising kat depan. "Tassya bangun!" diiringi suara abah I nangis. I was so panicked and terkejut. I rushed to them and saw arwah dah kejang. Her feets and hands were all turned to blue and cold. We brought her to the hospital.
Remember I cakap we never took her to ustaz? That night, I dont know macam mana boleh terfikir, kitorang pergi cari ustaz, tapi bulan puasa kan, semua tengah sibuk. So, my parents jaga arwah kat hospital, siblings pergi cari ustaz. Jumpa seorang ustaz ni, dia cakap arwah kena buatan orang.
Ustaz tu memang dari Pusat Rawatan Islam. Jadi dia tahu benda-benda macam ni. Arwah kena buatan orang dekat bahagian perut, oleh 6 orang. Basically sekumpulan, sebab tu arwah sakit perut. Allah je tahu betapa luluhnya hati kitorang bila dengar ada orang dengki.
Ustaz dah tak boleh tolong sebab dah lambat sangat. Dia cakap memang orang yang buat ni tutup mata ahli keluarga daripada nampak kesakitan arwah supaya tak bawak jumpa ustaz.
Forgot to add, malam sebelum dia pergi, dia ada muntah keluar warna hitam. Keesokan dia, bila I nak pergi buang dia punya muntah, plastik tu kosong, takde kesan langsung, seolah-olah plastik tu tak pernah digunakan.
Sumber: Aissyah
